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Turning Into Myself

by Sabine Holler

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1.
False Alarm (The Fool) 03:56
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Grieving the death of my feelings I am out of tricks dancing my heartbreak away the inside Violence the outside silence Isn’t it terrifying even your mom is out of control sounds you can’t identify you left the window open I fell in love with a false alarm this dance was supposed to cause no harm parading success I thought I gave in I fell in love with a false alarm this dance was supposed to cause no harm
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Temporary (The Hermit) 03:23
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Dreaming the life that I need, just to forget about Needing to write just to feel it, and put it out The rest is only waiting Somedays I just stand And don't know where else to go Somedays I just am And I still don't know The rest is only waiting I dreamt I met you Why repress it If it's temporary, temporary We're so possessive And temporary Everything that ever ached feels so deep now Being my worse critic Not knowing what's wrong The rest is only waiting Forget all my mind Is the way to feel now Forget all I find Is the way to heal now And the rest is only waiting I dreamt I met you Why repress it If we're temporary Temporary We're so possessive And temporary Temporary The hardest thing was to keep on smiling Even if the sun was burning out
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Deepwater (The Hanged Man) 03:26
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Who have I been waiting for Designed in every line Born to be destructive Raised to be kind I pressed the lines Removed what was uncertain I rushed to the waterside Who have I been waiting To ask me, can you fight? I heard all the voices Now I am resigning all I find I guess that I chose upon deep waters To be my own ride Dancing in the haze Sixteen waterfalls I swept away As better it feels I fear for the real Maybe we are all on the same prescribed view I called myself you Who have I been waiting Sinful and divine Devour my skin Divide me in every rhyme As I lay down floating in deep waters Paint me on the moonlight Sancing in the haze Sixteen waterfalls I swept away As better it feels I fear for the real Maybe we are all on the same prescribed view I called myself you
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Breathing Inside You (The High Priestess) 02:45
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Air comes in Air goes out I'm still learning to count The walls of your chest Bounce and contract I am pale and red Inhale and expand Ecstatic The ceiling extends I am sound and spread out Breathing Inside You Breathing Inside You Air comes in Air goes out I'm still learning to count No gentle words Buried in me Can I fit Your frail hands Can’t keep the heat I must slip away Can pressure be unbound Breathing Inside You Breathing Inside You
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Simplicity (The Magician) 03:05
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Take me as I fade When I am distorted I am silence in your embrace Shatter my heart So there is room for a new start If I am falling out of love I am falling out of my skin But if I am falling in love I am falling out of simplicity Love may be the only way to feel we’ll never die Love may be the only way to feel we’ll never die Your heart is like a drum Strumming my bones Love may be the only way to feel we’ll never die Be gentle When I say My heart is on my sleeves and out of phase Take this wrinkled path So I know this can last If I am falling out of love I am falling out of my skin But if I am falling in love I am falling out of simplicity Love may be the only way to feel we’ll never die Love may be the only way to feel we’ll never die
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Sunglasses (The Devil) 03:41
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they say its seasonal comes once or twice I’m caught under the glimpse of the light will you catch me, if I fall will you catch me, if I fall can we pretend that I was falling just for choice and crying for the sake of noise my feelings have sunglasses can we really just enjoy it comes in cycles ripping me over until I am flesh alive can we really just enjoy will you catch me, if I fall sometimes when I’m confused the ticking of the clock The ringing of the bell it all rings Back to you the arrow brings me back to you they say it’s seasonal will you catch me, if I fall can we really just enjoy
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Caramel (The Wheel of Fortune) 04:16
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sipping waves dilute in maps foster love return in paths southern straps react to choices and horizons are the spectacle synthetic bruises caramel I am turning into myself I heard the most beautiful sounds filled with impossible bounds and it gets loud love my season trembling muscles when my body breaks the outer shell bind its boundaries I will sustain a note of being I heard the most beautiful sounds filled with impossible bounds and it gets loud
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Songs Inside Me (The Lovers) 03:32
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There’re songs inside me and they love you when my wrists won’t flow I will hold me up against your love when my wrists won’t flow I stop you there, when you thought you had no worth a scream blew through the air and echoed back to hunt me hungry soaked and I am left with an open reflex how could it have happened so fast There’re songs inside me and they love you are the lovers the only ones that can see it all disappears in a glimpse you dance with the devil you think you are chained but you are free are the lovers the only ones that can see it all disappears in a glimpse
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Planetarium (The World) 05:26
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Laying stranded on a shore What else to do Staring at the blankness I dive in fear A sea of possibilities Oh mirage of the sun Enlighten me with disaster And plaster me with all All I want My big eyes will stare at you Planetarium You are all I see We will be older we will have to We will be selfish if we can choose You are all I see Laying stranded on a shore Where else to look Why do we keep reminding each other If what we used to have Of what we used to have My big eyes will stare at you Planetarium You are all I see We will be older we will have to We will be selfish if we can choose You are all I see

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released April 12, 2023

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Sabine Holler New York

Sabine's music blends experimental pop with rock influences and Brazilian rhythms. Her versatile sound and emotive vocals create a unique listening experience.

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