Mother of Transition

by Sabine Holler

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released May 25, 2017

Words, Music, Guitars and Vocals - Sabine Holler
Strings - Desirée Marantes
Vibraphone - Victor Vieira-Branco
Bass and Drums - Luccas Villela

Recorded, Engineered and Mixed by Billy Comodoro
Produced by Sabine Holler and Billy Comodoro
Recorded at Estúdio Aurora in January 2017, São Paulo - BR
Mastered by Alejandro Dale Figeman, Brooklyn, NY
Art by Alessandra Duarte

2017 Hérnia de Discos

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Track Name: Filtered My Voice
filtered my voice
gathered my hopes
make my eyes stare
make me eat my own cum
shutoff this fear
make me stop fighting me

forgive
mother
forgive the fire the grows in our souls
forgive
all of them
forgive who you thought had control

lay your head down
what have you learned?
Track Name: Bad Habits
Falling
and lifting

Seething inside
the dream happened twice

confronting my weight
my feet wanted to scape
don’t you forget to breath

I will change those bad habits of mine
and then i will start looking good on the screen
running up that hill
I will change this melody
we need some major reality

Drifting

there was no better getaway then to finish the ride
curling my feet around covers
pretending that’s what is holding me
attention to my body signs
when world will blend to my skin
I will justify

do you really see me
do you really really see me

then I will change those bad habits of mine
Like calling you on your sleep
running up that hill
I will change this melody
we need some major reality
Track Name: Hot Sauce
Our bodies are soaked in hot sauce
I lick your belly button
but I want a jar of you in my mouth

I am the one to blame
cause my thirst is so voracious
the beast I became
can’t stop craving you

If i were to count every
freckle in your face
and every salt grain
I would lust for hours in the meshes of your mane
that tangle me and dress me of
all the love that I can weight
all the love that I can weight
Track Name: Everything I Want To Be
Horizon
and dark
facing you
lonely future foresight

the mother of transition
tells me to pray
braid my curls
and teaches me how to behave

better with patience
no doubt of failure
count to four and

Everything I want to be is fearless

cold sweat
to thrive
eating my hands
so I can show you the bites


The mother of transition
Is the woman I praise
puts me to sleep
so I can dream about those silly things that bother me
silly silly turned out really mean

Everything I want to be is fearless
Track Name: The Hanged Woman
I am the hanged woman
Standing in no ones side

I am the hanged woman
By the feet and upside down

Eu sou a mulher suspensa
Pelos pés e de cabeça para baixo

and this choice
will cut the ties

I am the hanged woman
And the crossroad is my spine

Eu sou a mulher suspensa
E a encruzilhada é a minha coluna

It gotta be up it gotta be down, somewhere out
Tem que estar lá em cima, tem que ser para baixo, em algum lugar para fora

Sometimes, certain times
As vezes, certas vezes

take me to that childhood place
i was not a child
pine trees and barren leaves
all my bone marrow will trace a trail around the woods
And the ink will show the dues

Sometimes, certain times

It gotta be up it gotta be down, somewhere out

I am the hanged woman
And the crossroad is my spine

and this choice
will cut the ties
Track Name: First Memory Captivity
As my muscles brake
revealing
fragility
I tighten my legs towards my body
seeking for heat
My nerves pinch
realizing they should leave
this body

they strain looking for freedom
my thighs my knees
strangle captivity

The rhythm of my heart
betrays
and says me too

The rhythm of my heart
betrays
and says you are doing it too


Halt
can we ever get enough?


I am a ticking compass
swallowing cut glass
raiding trumpet
ruffling my hair


When I shaded my eyes from the sun with one hand
first memory
captivity

The rhythm of my heart
betrays
and says me too

The rhythm of my heart
betrays
and says you are doing it too

Halt
can we ever get enough?
Track Name: Planetarium (Through Binoculars)
Laying stranded on a shore
what else to do
staring at the blankness I dive in fear
a sea of possibilities
oh mirage of the sun
enlighten me with disaster
and plaster me with all
all I want

my big eyes will stare at you
planetarium
you are all I see

we will be older we will have to
we will be selfish if we can chose
you are all I see

Laying stranded on a shore
where else to look
why we keep reminding each other
if what we used to have
of what we used to have

my big eyes will stare at you
planetarium
you are all I see

we will be older we will have to
we will be selfish if we can chose
you are all I see